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christmas

it is a few days until christmas, and i am still wondering what to get for brittanys siblings. hmm..

dear ryan

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Dunn, Ryan

I’m so sad to just hear about this devastating news about a good friend Ryan Dunn who passed away yesterday morning. I don’t even know how to put my feelings into words right now as i am still in shock about this, I don’t even want to believe it. It just goes to show you how short life can be.  My prayers and thoughts go out to Ryan’s family and friends.

In loving memory of Ryan Dunn

dear robyn

Robyn is asleep after a long day of playing and some photo taking at dads, she loves getting her photo taken and really loves the attention.  I found out today that she will only fall asleep and also not have nightmares if she goes to bed listening to when juniper sleeps. Thank god I came across that beautiful song searching through the channels one boring night at 2:00 am. I get to have Robyn for the whole weekend, which is good because i rarely get to see her after i lost the custody battle a few months ago. I am very glad that Brittany and myself worked out some kinks in our partnership, plus we still have some things that probably wont be as it was when we were engaged; but it is the best for Robyn. She is the one who matters, always.

Dad loves you Baby!

dark light

For the past few weeks things have been pretty much all over the place, it was like i was a patient in a mental institution. All fucked up. Things will be changing for the better in the next few months, i have a plan. A plan that will make everything that has been broken into pieces back as a whole once again; just as it should be!

Chapters

Its been almost a day since my girl called our relationship off. Wich makes it a whole year and a half down memory lane. I feel like.. i cant really put it into words on how much i am hurting or whatever. But all i really care about right now is my daughter, she is and always be my life. No matter wich way or where i go in this world, Robyn will always be daddys little girl. But i guess Brittany will be an end of a chapter in my life, no matter how badly it aches; i think its time to move on.

Sup Gaaaaaaaaaal

Center

All these awkward people are staring at me because of my kutte. While Robyn and I are in the waiting room at the vision center; brittany is doing her eye exam (let’s hope she gets a new pair of glasses, the ones she has had already taken a beating). Hmm

TJ

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turbojugend bam margera philly skate beer Dustyhorn

I wonder if Bam Margera is still an active member in Turbojugend Philidelphia or not. He used too be as I seen on a few older episodes of his show; didn’t see ‘magarïan bamï’ on the turbojugend.net when it was active. Hmm, I need to shotgun a beer!

Later

Walfart

Just took abunch of film rolls to walmart to get developed. I wonder how much it will cost, 16 rolls of film.. hmm

No Shelter From The Truth.

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shelter

It was one of those times that make you realize
who is in your life and how lucky you are to have
those people around you. And i mean the sinking
right in, wide awake in the middle of the night, cool
breeze over warm skin kind of clarity. Total and
absolute realization. (When you are generally thick
headed, these moments don’t come ’round that often).
In the span of 24 hours, i got to see for all intents and
purposes, a large majority of the people who my
…..my inspirations rise and set with. People that are the most down to earth, humble, beautiful people i have known.
(the rest are in Poland. see you at the mo.)
Being in their presence just hammers home the truth of
this existence. Truly .. providing traction in the rain!